its funny how a mood can change completely in just an hour. i now feel completely miserable. absolutely utterly miserable. she's probably one of the only people to make me break down in tears. was she thinking when she said that? sometimes i wonder how one of gods most precious creations can be so.. so disgustingly horrible. how they can ruins a persons day in just a sentence. most of the time i dont let it get to me. but its different now. she was my friend. does this make me like everyone else? does this make me an air head who cares solely about what people think. i feel utterly worthless. i feel as if i am not a person but a painting, ripped up and worthless. i feel like i'm naked infront of a crowd cuz these words of my diary are screaming out loud. i know you'll use them however you want to. but they're yours to use. i couldnt care.
