my days ( holly-days get it?) are here and they suck. other than go shopping, read, go on the pc and wait for christmas, i have absolutely nothin to do. i am so bored. i wanna go shoppin. if anyone wants to go shoppin with me pls tell me because there is no point to go shoppin by yourself. but now i am resigned to lying on my bed and starin at the ceiling. growl. my mom says this is a perfect time to think about my life. but there isnt much life to think about. i mean how many people remember what it was like to be a 3 year old. so i take life from about 5 till now. that doesnt leave me with very much. i mean when i was 5 all i though about was the next time i was going to eat or when i was going to the playground. in fact, my life didnt get very interesting or complicated for that matter until a few months ago. as alot of my family say i did the most growing up in the past few months. like at the beginning of this year all i cared about was soccer and friends. now there's friends, my future, my secondary school confirmation, the EA party, christmas, the guy that i'm crushing on, my family, my clothes and keeping myself from becoming a total airhead or in other words bimbo. yes i can ACT like a totally perfect bimbo but am i one truly. no. i dont think i am. because if i were a bimbo i wouldnt care about my school work and such but i do.
so i have come to the conclusion that if anyone says i'm a bimbo when i'm not acting like one, they deserve to be thrown off a cliff. haha. that sounds like me. tally ho! haha. i'm going crazy!! mental! mentally retarded! yahoo! i love being weird. oh yes and if anyone knows what nikita is talking about pls tell me. nikita told everyone that her "cousin" likes me. whether he exists or not i do not know. ok. his name is either jeremiah pereira or jeremy pereira. if he does exist, i think he is crazier than i for liking me. i'm sure many would agree that his taste is absolutely horrible. i dont mind saying this because i am the most annoying person on the face of the earth and i am sure many people would agree with me!
well i have to go
holly signing off
