i'm sitting at the fast food restaurant i hate, watching my sistertutor a girl from the church i go to. we're waiting for service to start so that we can go up to the auditorium. i havent come to church for so long. this sounds wrong ike "oh holy is a bad person" but it's not my fault. my dad is like anti-religion so i am NOT ALLOWED to go to church. its really sad. then if thats ot bad enough my dad blocked like 5 of my friends from church cuz they were guys above 18. so i havent talked to them for like so long. i feel so bad cuz i didnt get to talk to them and i'm scared of what they'll think of me. i'm sure they'll understand but what if they dont. wat if they ate me. that would be like so sad. wah!!! im just making myself nervous
this is holly
signing off